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Oct. 11th, 2007 | 10:26 am
mood: crushed crushed

I feel like after moving forward I have taken 2 steps back. Last night and today I feel awful,headache and blocked up nose and burning up, just when I thought I was getting better.
The BF's surprise last night was our last trip to Blackpool this year with FISH &CHIPS walking down the front looking at the lights and then DONUTS.
I managed to drop some of the fish n chips on the floor as I was walking and ate the fish out of the batter and threw the rest away when I said I was full but I had to eat 2 donuts coz he was watching me! At least the walking was some exercise but that still didnt stop me gaining 1lb.
I am going to fast today and work so damn hard at aerobics tonight!!! Fingers crossed it will come straight back off again.

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Update...

Aug. 31st, 2007 | 12:39 pm

Not posted in a while so I thought it is high time I added an update to keep me going!! I have lost 3lbs and although I was hoping it would be more im pretty happy with myself. Really wish muscle didnt weigh so much. I am determind to fit more exercise in around my aerobics classes so I have started getting up at 5:45am to do my callenetics DVD before I have to get ready for work, only started this morning so we will see if it carries on through next week after I get my period on Mon (damn it).
Im going away this weekend though so will not be able to exercise apart from the walking we fit in :( but I will resist the seaside fish and chips and any other crap I will get people trying to talk me into! If I fuck up which I hope I dont, then next week will have to be a good one and I will have to resist the PMT munchies.

Everybody be strong (and add me to your friends) :) 

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Aug. 15th, 2007 | 08:57 am

So I keep having a very very good day followed by a bad day and I am so pissed off with myself...Ugh life would be so less difficult if I didnt have a BF to contend with 4days a week! Mon's and Thur's are guarenteed to be the good days I tell ya but then its so hard to not eat, or at least eat good when I have to sort meals out when the BF stays. like last night I ended up making chicken fajitas coz the BF pulled a face when I wanted salad and I couldnt afford to buy the 2 seperate meals. Man it sucks! I will do good tonight, I have to assist at the side of the pool in aqua aerobics so I will sweat like fuck...plus I will eat good tonight no matter what he says. And then there is tomorrow which can be no food at all yay!! Suppose the 2468 diet last like 2 mins damn it!

Bit of a rant of a post but feel much better now for typing this! :) xxx

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Progress....

Aug. 7th, 2007 | 09:46 am
location: Work
mood: depressed depressed

Well I have not posted since about a week ago but lets just say things have gone downhill since Sat. Why do periods have to interfere so god damn much!! Sat I had a sandwich for lunch and then chicken fajitas for dinner and couldnt stop myself from eating some peanut mm's. Sun I had a sandwich for lunch, chicken salad for dinner and then a bloody apple pie from Mc Donalds at about 9:30pm wtf!!!

I am not even going to list what I had to eat last night because I am truly ashamed of myself. I am really just hoping this feeling will stop me from reaching for the food for a while now coz right now I feel so bad.

:( xxxx

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Aug. 1st, 2007 | 10:49 am

Well I Would just like to comment on how well I think I did yesterday!! I had nothing to eat all day and then just a salad for my tea (with no dressing), its so much easier to be good when I go out for tea with my BF then I can pick something healthy and he can have whatever he god damn feels like, which was steak and ale pie with chips ugh!!
Today so far I have had just a can of diet coke and plan to not have any food untill my salmon salad tonight, I also have to go and assist at aqua aerobics tonight too so will sweat it all out!!

Hope everyone else is doing good, keep up the good work we can do it xxxx

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A massive HELLO and WELCOME to anyone!

Jul. 31st, 2007 | 01:16 pm
location: Work
mood: bored bored

Hi Everybody!
I am totally new to this so please chat and get me started with getting to grips with this thing! Any helpfull comments and suggestions for me would be great!

Hope to start speaking to you all V Soon *hugs* Sam xxx

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